Guilty for enjoying the attention.

guilty pleasures Tuesday 034 & obligatory journal 385

I wonder what I would touch upon...

It's been awhile...

I think I've touched upon this before, but since it's been years that I actually have a girlfriend myself, I do miss that intimate relationship.

Not really want to go out on dates myself, just knowing that personal connection with someone you're attracted is always something I would look forward to.

To boil it down some more, any kind of attention that I would get from anyone else is something I would be proud of.

Yes, that might make me sound so full of myself, but self confidence is something you need to foster yourself so here I am, encouraging myself.

Sure, I might still be awkward if I decide to finally approach someone but I'm not a spring chicken anymore and with experience under my belt, I learn that there is no more time to be embarrassed or bashful anymore.

Not really pursuing any relationship as of now, but I am confident I could jump into it right away if the need arises.

So, is it something to be ashamed about? Not really, it's all vital to build up your self-confidence. Is it a bit out of the ordinary? Nope, not really. I bet all males love attention from people of their sexual orientation. Does it deserves the guilty pleasure seal? Certainly, at least for me. It's a bit vain, but that what makes me human.

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